Backtracking: The following was written March 18th. WBC was 20.

These past three days have been hard. During the day I need my mom here all the time because the act of just sitting here leaves me breathless, my chest is constantly heaving with effort and things that I took advantage of a week ago (like reaching for my pills an arms-length away or walking to the washoom) have all become such effort. .82 L days, I miss you... these days are humbling and scary--how does one crash so fast? Cursed with a wicked imagination, a reel of possibilities play through my mind, and none of the scenarios are rosey. Suddenly I find myself constantly talking about transplant--not wanting to "miss the boat", since that possibility is very real.

Yesterday I went for my first walk in two days, it was nice to finally get out of the confines of this room, however it wasn't nice to nurse my hypoxic headache after. I now need to use 3 L of oxygen for walking (or anytime I get out of bed basically), 6 L for exercise, and .5 for sleeping and when I'm sitting and feeling in distress--this is a drastic change from last week when my sats were 96-97 and  I required no oxygen. It's baffling and disturbing how quickly CF can rear it's ugly head and knock you down for the count.