Showing posts with label fashion show. Show all posts
Showing posts with label fashion show. Show all posts

Slippery Slope of the Suburbs

The days of routine are back and I welcome it. It has been a very busy summer between working on the fashion show (which raised over 30,000 for the Canadian Cystic Fibrosis Foundation), a fulltime internship at Canadian Family, and weekend-long trips in-between to Collingwood, Buffalo and Montreal.

But as autumn creeps closer, we say adieu to the summer: goodbye apartment in Toronto, hello suburban home; goodbye full time internship, hello part-time school; goodbye living out of a suitcase…

While I’ve loved living out of a suitcase, it’s time to settle down.


Good thing too, because I have a lot of work to do too. For starters, I’ve been no angel in the medication department, I’m usually a very strict girl but all this running around has taken its toll. I’ve been lousy at taking my vitamins and my actonel (which treats osteoporosis), lousy at taking my zithromax (a daily antibiotic CFers commonly take) since I ran out of my prescription three weeks ago, and sub-par in the weight department. I’ve lost a good 10 lbs in the past year and haven’t really tried very hard to gain it back, for instance, I haven’t done my night ‘feeds’ in two months. I’m not really impressed with any of this, but writing it all out reminds me what I have to work on! (and I’ll probably get a lot of nagging responses too)

Which brings me to my next major point of weakness:
lack of exercise

One thing I mentioned to my cyster tonight is that I miss living in Toronto because—and this may surprise you—I felt so much better, and I credit that to all the walking I did on a daily basis. When you're living in the city (without a car) you just walk, walk, walk and don't even think about it. I would walk from store to store all afternoon, running errands, and not even notice how much I was exercising. Everything was measured in blocks, not minutes. 12 blocks away? 15 blocks away? No problem.

But now, back in the suburbs and back behind the wheel of my Yaris everything is a drive away, not a walk. And the attitude is so different here, everyone is fighting for the closest parking space and people will purposely drive across the same complex to a second store instead of enduring the 5-minute walk.

When I first moved back to Brampton, my mom wanted to drive first to the grocery store and then to the Staples across the parking lot. It took a moment, but I pointed out how ridiculous that sounded and promptly parked the car closest to the grocery store and walked across the parking lot Staples. It’s so simple, but we never think about it!

I think, ultimately, the reason I felt so great this summer was due to a combination of little things like this. I worked fulltime and had tons of meds to do, so I couldn't realistically fit in any gym time (unless I sacrificed sleep, but I’m not one for sacrifice). But walking to and from work, walking to the grocery store, walking to meet friends, that was all enough.

I didn't think it was enough until I moved home and took a step back in the walking department (pun… intended?). Since then, I'm more congested than usual, tired, and last night I was woken up by relentless coughing fits (which rarely happens to me).

So what's a suburbanite to do? 

Well, I will try my best to sway from the suburban lifestyle. Tonight I did a few laps around the block and yesterday I applied to be a foster parent for a dog—which should equal more hikes and treks to the park. I miss having a dog to walk and run around with, so it would be great to have an active, furry friend!

Here's to bringing the city lifestyle to the suburbs!

Clinic and the City

I realize that, yet again, I have not written in a while, but I apparently have commitment problems. More importantly, I have been doing far too much running around to stop and give an update... is this a sign I should be hiring an assistant?

This update is prompted by my clinic visit yesterday, which went FAB. My bone density increased-- though in the words of the nutritionist they are still "pretty crappy"--but, I'll take it. Unfortunately I wasn't really aware I was due for my bone density scan and decided to wear a skirt to clinic... and I was also blessed to have an old man do my test. The test involves laying down and resting your legs on a raised block--you get the picture. It's a good thing I'm not bashful and I was wearing shorts-style (like shorts) undies...and I was avoiding eye contact. 

Moving on, my weight didn't drop as dramatically as I thought. But my BMI is still hovering at a pathetic 17, even though my mother witnessed my beastly appetite yesterday (brie sandwich and sweet potato fries for lunch... prime rib for dinner). I'm really an anomaly.

The best part of clinic is my PFTs are finally back up to baseline, 28% (.81 L) from 25% after my last admission.

So, clinic was basically social hour for me yesterday. I saw two nurses that I haven't seen in a while and my physio therapist (not to mention Dr. S... but that was for a fleeting moment, since there wasn't really much to discuss and she had sicker patients to move on to). 

One of the nurses A, who I haven't seen in years (except for in the hall), sat down with my for a while and did a pretty thorough review of how I've been since my last appointment in June. She actually has not sat down with me since I got sent for my transplant assessment one year ago (as of this week!) She shared a few stories about people who have been able to stay off the transplant list for 4 or 7 years after their initial assessment and it was pretty inspiring!

Maybe I can join their ranks?
     I won't get ahead of myself...

I'm not quite sure why I've been so lucky so far (*knock on wood*), but I'd like to think that I can take some credit. I run a pretty tight ship! 3 nebs a day, 3 physios a day, lotsa walking (though I'm hoping to work on strength training), lots of support and good food, and always looking for new things to keep motivated and busy-busy (maybe sometimes too busy, which I'm learning to deal with). Now that I'm starting to sound like I'm going to go on a rant, let's dial it back.

What Have I Been Up To?

  • The Fashion Show planning has been going well, everyone on the committee is great--H has really brought a great group together! Next Thursday is the BIG DAY. I've been working on a little bit of media stuff and our program for the night!
  • My internship came to an end at Canadian Family at the end of July and I've been on vacation since then. I've been exploring Toronto a bit more and I took a three day trip to Montreal with a friend from Uni. 
  • I am also packing up my apartment, since I am moving this Sunday back to Brampton. It's been a slice Toronto!

Busy B

Today, hopefully (and probably) is the last day I will have my PICC line in. Tomorrow I have clinic at 8:30 am sharp (the way I like it) and I will review my pfts and make sure everything is a-ok before getting this lovely contraption removed from my arm. Showering is about to get a whole lot easier.

In the meantime, I have improved immensley over the past week. It's quite shocking how much better you can feel after getting used to being 'ok' for so long. My treatment times don't take near as long (they were taking close to 2 hrs each before IVs... that's 6 hrs a day), I'm actually hungry a lot (and I can pack back a lot more food) and my energy is waaaaaaay up. This last point is particularily useful becuase I've been a busy gal. Not only am I still enjoying my internship at Canadian Family, but I'm also working on a fashion show fundraiser with a group of fabulous girls (including the director of the whole thing, H). The funds raised at this event (on August 26th) will all go to the Canadian Cystic Fibrosis Foundation. The event is already going to sell out, so we're pretty excited about that!

H and I are also hoping to devote the summer to raising awareness about Cystic Fibrosis and Organ Donation--that's where I come in. I'm trying to reach out to any media outlet available so we can spread the word. I also tried to simultaneously put up our website, which is very bare-bones right now, but then I realized... hey, I'm not superwoman. Maybe I do suffer from the prednisone side effect of mistakenly feeling godly. So we're hoping to find a designer (we may have found one, hoping she pulls through) that can just use my photoshop sketches and content to build the whole thing on Dreamweaver. I realize all this may sound like mumble jumble to some people, so I'll translate: Dreamweaver is a program that sucks the life out of me, so I want to pass it on to someone else.

I also suffer from hyperactive inspiration. I will literally be sitting quietly (well, never quietly, my mind is always racing or daydreaming or doing something wacky) when I am suddenly inspired and the ideas just start pouring out. Anyway, all this means is that I really enjoy working on this with H and a great group of girls. Girls who are equally as inspired and insane as I am, so I don't feel so bad in retrospect...

Stay tuned!